14thcommander: (keep 'em in fighting trim)
hellscape she-beast ([personal profile] 14thcommander) wrote2025-07-18 05:59 pm
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It's Hange, Hange, Hange! Were you looking for me? I'll get back to you posthaste. Or when it's convenient.

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mothmansplaining: (the jersey devil)

[personal profile] mothmansplaining 2020-06-15 08:01 pm (UTC)(link)
"I recall what you told me about the dimension you wanted to learn more about," says Ford. "I understand it's very dangerous and full of monsters, which you studied outside the walls of your city. And I know your people don't have much hope, outside of a Barge deal."
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mothmansplaining: (well he's six feet tall)

[personal profile] mothmansplaining 2020-06-19 07:17 pm (UTC)(link)
He listens -- surprised by the fact that monsters only existed on one island. Ah yes, the real monster is humanity, of course, of course. Ford wants to hear what Hange has to say, and what it is she blames herself for - really, he does!

But he's got a lot of questions.

"Why on earth did they want you dead?" Ford asks. "Were your people originally put on Titan Island as some kind of prison colony? Or was it more of a...social division problem? I don't see why they wouldn't just leave the titans on the island and avoid it except for scientific study!"

mothmansplaining: (believe in the power)

[personal profile] mothmansplaining 2020-06-20 04:13 am (UTC)(link)
He winces! An imperialistic empire isn't great, but neither is rounding up a certain kind of person and putting them somewhere to die.

"Yes, yes, that's very reasonable," he says. "Please -- continue."
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[personal profile] mothmansplaining 2020-07-06 11:08 pm (UTC)(link)
Ford listens to her story, attentive and quiet.

"I'm sorry you lost him," he says. "And a position you liked. What happened next? What happened when you came back with the information?"
mothmansplaining: (keep robbing me blind)

[personal profile] mothmansplaining 2020-07-07 03:55 am (UTC)(link)
"Oh. Gosh, that's a -- that's a terrible situation," Ford says, with sympathy in his tone even if the words are clumsy. "I'm sorry that that's what you're facing."

He hesitates, then goes on.

"So that's why you intend to relocate your people?" he confirms. "To end the fighting, and prevent this Eren from using those weapons?"
mothmansplaining: (believe in the power)

[personal profile] mothmansplaining 2020-07-07 04:12 pm (UTC)(link)
"Eesh." Ford winces. "I'd want to make a quick exit, too."

He considers the outline of the story she's told, letting the alcohol settle a little further.

"Do you feel responsible for what he did?" Ford asks. His tone doesn't imply that he thinks she should. He wants to know how she feels.
mothmansplaining: (13th child of mother leads)

[personal profile] mothmansplaining 2020-07-07 11:15 pm (UTC)(link)
"Of course they'll see you as responsible. They're looking for someone to blame. But it sounds to me like he made choices you'd never have agreed with, and he made them without your knowledge. You'd have stopped him if you could, but you couldn't, because you didn't know. Other people might not see it that way, but they're scared and hurt. Feeling that way doesn't make them right."

He gives a one-shouldered, what do I know? shrug.

"Of course, the consequences won't go away either way. But dealing with them's going to be hard enough without feeling responsible for them."

Ford's blamed himself for a lot of things that turned out to have been someone else's decision, and thinking of everything he couldn't prevent as being his fault put him in a very bad place and led to some very bad decisions. Hange sounds like she's in a better place, but...maybe it'll be worth something to hear it? And, if not, it's just sympathetic words over whiskey, which aren't so bad.

"Anyway, I think you're doing a great job with what you've got, which is a situation nobody would ask for."
mothmansplaining: (every child on sunday)

[personal profile] mothmansplaining 2020-07-08 12:13 am (UTC)(link)
Of course she can't ignore them, and he understands wishing you'd caught things sooner. Ford wishes he'd done a lot of things differently, would have if he'd known - lots of fallout he would rather not have had to deal with. But he hadn't known, and so here they are.

"You really care about them," Ford remarks, gently. "You're still fighting for them, even when they're behaving horribly. They're lucky to have you, you know." Taking care of people even when it's hard is an Admirable Person metric Ford's internalized. "I hope it works," he says, with sincerity. She clearly cares about this Eren maniac, questionable as his choices are, and Ford really hopes Hange gets what she wants.
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[personal profile] mothmansplaining 2020-07-08 01:43 am (UTC)(link)
"More than I ever thought was possible," Ford confirms.
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[personal profile] mothmansplaining 2020-07-08 03:23 am (UTC)(link)
"That's a relief," says Ford. "I spent half my life thinking that I was, and...it's really nice to feel like calamity won't strike the minute I turn my back."
mothmansplaining: (with your bright red eyes)

[personal profile] mothmansplaining 2020-07-08 04:38 pm (UTC)(link)
Ha ha. Look at her, turning upside-down to make a point; Ford's charmed. He gets it, though. Leaving survival-at-all-costs mode is something that has only been possible since he graduated, since Bill decided on his own not to destroy inhabited planets, since the consequences of what Bill does when Ford isn't looking have been consequences Ford can accept and live with. It's been a difficult emotional adjustment, but now that he's got it...he's so glad.

"That it is."
mothmansplaining: (every child on sunday)

[personal profile] mothmansplaining 2020-07-19 07:31 pm (UTC)(link)
"That's okay," he says, and means it. "I'm glad I could listen! Keeping burdens like that all to yourself isn't easy. But you'll get there, Hange, I'm sure of it."

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